The occasion

The occasion came,

Came and Past.

So let's go back to how it was.

How it should have always been.

And give up the constantly intrusive

facade.

Of moments.

That need not be.

For ones more enriching,

Wholesome and nurturing.

Humane.

Without the basic instinct of need

and want and have.

Which has been had.

The occasion came and went.

So lets LET the facade,

that came and went, GO.!

Copy-written by Mino Rock. Backdated from May 10th 2011

PIT

emptiness 

dark

the silence after the storm

the storm of events laughter

sparks, distraction

then

gutsts of cold icy icy

air gushes in the face of conscious sleep

think 

think

were did it go all wrong

was it ever right

okay

okay

then there are no thoughts

just loneliness

awake

aseelp

and inbetween the two

what torture there is without faith

without purpose

and all i want is someone to not

accept

not allow

but support

with harsh rigid scepticism

say

no

you are wrong

you are doing wrong

and not be my friend

as it turns out

i am not even my friend

a partner companion

builder of a rightful pure

purposefull future

but right now

i have to work on a right self

doing right things

and not just thinking of right intentions

alas my friend

we shall feel no pain

or feel nothing

as i once used to

and always will wish.

how do you

how do

u

do u....

BackDated from November9th 2011

When.

When slowing down becomes panting. Run.

When push comes to shove .Jump.

When plans become dismembered. Refocus.

When knees hit the floor. Keep going.

When fears turn into failure. Succeed.

When all is doubted. Believe.

When you have hit rock bottom, theres no more to fear.

So stare

and move

and fight

against all outstanding mights.

wriggle and crawl

and survive

we only have one life.


BackDated May13th 2010

#streetslang : YOLO~ for all those who choose to put a derogatory meaning on this Phrase, every-things how you see it as.

2012

2012
I haven't uploaded on this blog 1yr plus.
2012. Big year. 
Personally.
Nationally.
Academically.
Exploration.
2012
Hopefully I wont add to the 3x lost mobiles 
and 10x lost note pads of material.
Till another time.
Suspiciously closer in Time.
Chao.

Park # 1

Sitting in the park.

Centre of attention to the cities eyes.

The tough bark of a tree.

A comfortable but rigid rest to support my back.

My momentarily warm feet from walking sneakers

now feel the chill of the breeze.

The solace star falls down raising temperatures . . .

Cold.

Nipples alert.

Blended Ice coffee finished.

The upright couple have grown exhausted 

of grooming each other orally.

Jaws lay relaxed.

Lay down.

Calm satisfaction.

Young pre-adolescence give their attention 

to freezing the moments of wildlife.

Movements and Postures .

Squirrel there's no need to be scared.

They don't want your nut.

As much of a prized possession it is.

In French one boy directs,

'allez le droit, tourner à gauche'

' Take the picture now'

Well thats I assume the rest meant.

I was never that good at French.

Another couple oddly walk past.

Same height.

Summer love.

They jostle past .

Shredding up grass.

Unknowingly.

They continue.

Side by side.

Hip to hip.

Right then left.

How long will it last?

Hmmmmmm.

Then my back stiffens.

I arch forward,

supporting myself

with chunky crossed legs.

Thoughts dry.

Goosebumps become raised.

Joggers jog.

Warm perspiration. 

And then a figure. 

Footsteps turn.

The friend is here.

LEARNING.

Im going to learn to drive,
steering well away
from negatives and worries
from down falls and anxiety. Inshallah.

Im going to learn
 to be the best me that i can be,
Insha-Allah.
and not let a simple act slip by,
simply because it can
without being undetected,
 unknown of and unheard of.
for it is not chinese whispers
i fear as i used
to once upon a time
but My Al-mighty, Al merciful Creator.

I'm going to learn
to Sail towards goodness
success and righteousness
Inshallah.
wholly knowing that i have set myself up
to be strong against
inner weakness
exterior superficial challenges
and the deadly whispers of every turn.

I'm going to learn to walk.
Straight .
In the right path that has been chosen for me .
Alhamdulilah.
Not the left
right
intentionally wobbly path
that we all do
walk on
because we all do
and that makes it fine and okay.
Who ever came up with that rationale.

I'm going to learn
to fly with an obedience
for Allah's will as my wings
The Quran and Hadith's
as my fuel
Good deeds, Xasanaad
as my passengers.

Im going to learn
to learn everyday
as our knowledge
and use of that knowledge
will suffice us for the here and the now,
and the universally undeniably
known Here-after .

Inshallah.

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